'no photoshop' is nothing to be proud of
that said this is an unedited camerafone shot of a necklace i made today

 

 

 

sf ca 94110

 

2004

 

 

1 year ago today my uptothen otherhalf decided to do the opposite with his life. i moved into the above room in a factory loft in bushwick bk 11206. i kept intending to spraypaint my door pink but couldnt bring myself to paint over the red tiger. i fulfilled my lifelong dream of getting addicted to heroin. i drew blood +thought about size. i had a weird thing with a bicycle. i kicked heroin. when the future looked like repetition until death i left. i told everyone i was flying on a certain day and then bailed a week early for the other coast leaving the can of pink spraypaint i never used and tons of other shit. i lust for black striped snow the last thing i cried next to.

10 days ago i dreamt myself back into the above teal hoodie and the pale eyed tiger said hello +actually it was a white tiger that had been painted on my door in my favorite color red +actually it had been waiting for me at least 2 years. the white tiger told me it was my spirit animal which to be honest at first grossed me out but has increasingly revealed itself so perfect as to be clearly stenciled by my guardian angels. 2 days after this dream on my exotherhalfs 32nd birthday i was flipping through a photo album 1 final time before i destroyed it for someone else and i came to a photo of the hollywood wax museum sign i had jokingly titled 'spirit animal'. in the lower left corner was a theatre marquee informing 'tiger tiger burning bright'.

since losing him and his oracle haircut, which i guess was the height of what he planned to attain, i have gained a spirit animal, a faggot wizard twin, a pimpcoat powerup, a fierce hat, a warhol, many enchanted links, +a set of metaphors pointed enough to finally implicate the god who made me. enjoy your mortgage sexyboy, i miss fucking you up the ass but respect you 4getting out of the way. tiger on wolf equals blond on blonde +1 make way for new nonfiction.

 

2001-2002

model
cigarette box

generation
1

color
white w silver back

size
5gb

how the fuck did i have enough money in 1 place to buy an ipod
parents

cost at time
$500+

name in Finder
iPod

engraved
There's a country
You don't live there but

notable for
ipod i lost 40+ lbs to; ipod i fell in love with the smiths on; 1st ipod i bought 1 right when they came out i had been dreaming of such a thing i still have it too

2003-2008

model
classic

generation
3

color
white w silver back

size
15gb

how the fuck did i have enough money in 1 place to buy an ipod
student loans i think

cost at time
$320

name in Finder
Math's iPod

engraved
in-built guilt

notable for
being extremely long lasting; being in 1 of my favorite photographs

2006

model
mini

generation
2

color
green

size
4gb

how the fuck did i have enough money in 1 place to buy an ipod
i was also buying a computer and there was some deal on them or something i had just totaled my car i used part of the insurance money i didnt get another car

cost at time
dont remember

name in Finder
i have no memories of EVER using this iPod i wish i still had it

engraved
With NO REASON
But still, I do.

notable for
super appropriate engraving

2008-2010

model
classic

generation
6

color
silver

size
80gb

how the fuck did i have enough money in 1 place to buy an ipod
writing someone else's admissions essays for harvard business

cost at time
$250

name in Finder
mathmusic

engraved
not

notable for
the ipod i fell in love to ratatat hot chip lcd soundsystem on; the ipod i made playlists for steven on

2010

model
classic

generation
6

color
silver

size
120gb

how the fuck did i have enough money in 1 place to buy an ipod
boyfriend

cost at time
$250

name in Finder
mathmusic

engraved
someone great
+

notable for
1st ipod w beloved 'genius' feature; favorite inscription; favorite ipod until someone broke it in a cabin

2011-????

model
nano

generation
6

color
red

size
16gb

how the fuck did i have enough money in 1 place to buy an ipod
sold off a quantity of drugs

cost at time
$180

name in Finder
fuckingpartywchildren

engraved
not

notable for
1st ipod i heard my own music on; 1st ceremonially encoded ipod

 

 

His top

 

robert mapplethorpe
1983 by andy warhol

 

sf ca 94103

 

2011 by blank frank

 

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artwork in top photo by space invader

 

 

Rad Faggot

 

 

 

The Basketball Diaries by Jim Carroll [i will bring copy 2u]
Richard Yates by Tao Lin [same]
Demian by Herman Hesse [same]
No one belongs here more than you by Miranda July
Hogg by Samuel Delaney
Just Kids by Patti Smith
The Devil in the Flesh by Raymond Radiguet
Guide by Dennis Cooper
The Informers by Bret Easton Ellis
the rest of Jean Genet
Transformer [unauthorized lou reed bio] by Victor Bockris
my favorite Nabokov is Bend Sinister

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bookmark, i will keep adding

 

how your body gets healed by your pure gesture of taking a pill ceremonially

 

We Will Learn Spanish

 

 

Creamy Promise

 

sf ca 94118

 

 

all other entries are in the directory. some questions are answered at return the ring.